Happy new year!

Just a post to wish everyone a happy new year! :)

And some of my new years resolutions

• Start trying to be nicer to people
• Control my anger problems
• Stop being lazy
• Try harder
• Make more of an effort
• Loose weight, and keep it off
• Learn how to use buses and trains without getting lost
• Find a job
• Tidy my room, keep it tidy
• Stop being lame
• Cure depression
• Do better in school
• Have a more positive outlook on things
• Get out of the house more 
• Stop being so shy all the time
• Make more friends

Christmas presents :)

I got lots of cute christmas presents this year! c:

Hello kitty pajamas

I hope my face doesn't scare you off ;~;

Hello kitty slippers

Hello kitty x Forever21 cardigan and blouse

Hello kitty plush (I got a lot of hello kitty stuff lol)

Hello kitty bubble bath

Boots

Calico critters (they are so cute!)

Harajuku lovers bag

Harajuku lovers sunshine cuties perfume set and harajuku lovers snow bunnies G perfume. The bottles are adorable and the perfume smells really good ;~; I want to collect them all. 

And heres my favorite gift i got

A tablet! ;~; I love it so much. I also got some drawing programs to go with it

And I did get a little bit of money too C: I spent some of it on manga and still have $25.00 left which ill probably either spend on a figurine or plushies.

How was your Christmas? Did you find any nice gifts under your tree? c:

my (very messy) bedroom

my mattress on the floor

i have a giant treadmill in my room that i run on everyday so i dont get fat >w<

dresser with my tv and printer and my computer is on there too but its on the other side

this is what pretty much my whole room looks like right now. its really cluttered and small

this is my actual bed, since i don’t have enough room,i have a loft bed with a dresser under it that has my tv and computer and stuff. and i have so many plushies i just keep them up there until i can get another shelf..

i have a lot of plushies. like, a lot..

heres some more on my shelf
and heres my whole shelf

manga and ponies and shit
and heres the top part of the shelf with my figurines and stuff



yeah i need to clean my room

Hello kitty's furry tail theater

Omg! Netflix has Hello Kitty's Furry Tail Theater! ;~;

A thirty minute cartoon where Hello Kitty and her friends perform in a theater where they reenact well-known fairytale stories.

I have yet to watch all of the episodes, but it is amazing to see Hello Kitty and other Sanrio characters I love move and speak.

Cosplay prep

I’m going to cosplay Stocking from Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt at Zenkaikon this year and have pretty much planned it all out now. This is the only picture of her I could find that shows her whole outfit.

I’ve decided that I’m just going to buy the cosplay, because this cosplay is pretty difficult to put together myself. Especially since I’m not very experienced with cosplay yet, so it would just be a lot easier for me to just buy it. 

I started looking around online for cosplays of her to buy, and I found her entire outfit including the wig and socks. its going to cost $140.00 all together with shipping and stuff.  Kinda pricey in my opinion but its better then the other prices I’ve seen for them. I was hoping to only pay about $100.00 in total for everything, but oh well.

The thing is I’m going to have to wait a really long time for the cosplay to get here, because it takes 30-40 days to put together since the cosplay I’m ordering is custom made. So I’ll probably have to wait over a month and that sucks, I hate waiting. If I order it soon enough ill definitely have it in time for Zenkaikon.  …Which I also need to save up money for Dx

If this doesn’t work out, then ill just wear my cat kigurumi.

My Little Pony Collection

Yes, I collect my little ponies. Well, not really...yet. I just started buying them but I hope to have a lot of ponies soon C: !

G3 ponies are my favorite so I'm focusing on buying them right now. These G3s are Gem Blossom, Tink a tink a too, and Peach Surprise. This is the first lot of ponies I bought.

These ponies came in today, Petal Blossom and Sparkleworks. (☟°∀ﾟ)☟(Sorry for the bad quality)

And these are my pinkie pies! (☟°∀ﾟ)☟

The G4 pinkie pie was my first pony ♥ But to be honest my G3 Pinkie pie is my favorite, I just like the way G3's look better. ;w; Even though I first started out with buying G4 ponies because of  Friendship is magic.

And I have a G4 rainbow dash too, but shes still in the box. I just bought her at marshalls yesterday! She lights up ;~;

I also think the G3.5's are adorable. So far I only have two though. Sweetie Belle and Pinkie Pie c:

Aaaaaaand last but not least! This pony is my second favorite. I love rainbow dashs hair, but I bought her because of that rainbow leg! I had to have her ;w;

Now the only gens i don't have are the first and second gen ponies. I'm bidding on two G1's right now so I hope I win them c:

Religion

This post is basically my thoughts on using religion as a way to suggest homosexuality is wrong.
I just want to get something clear before I delve into this. I don’t follow a specific religion. I went to a Catholic school when I was younger, and my grandma, aunts, uncles, and cousins are religious. But I never felt anything when I went to church. I never felt a spiritual connection when I was praying in a pew or singing the gospel. I’m not saying those that claim otherwise are lying or deluded. I respect everyone’s beliefs and faith as long as they aren’t using it as a way to convince themselves that immoral practices are justified because of their religion. For example, sacrifices. If your religion states that you are entitled to sacrificing babies every full moon whilst performing a sacrificial dance, then no respect from me.

That being said, I guess it’s necessary that I give you a little insight into what I believe. No, I do not believe in a god. I don’t believe a heaven and a hell or an afterlife. To be completely honest, I think that dying is just sleeping without having any dreams. You're just gone forever, like a candle that just blows out. I know that's pretty negative thinking, but its truly what I believe. Nobody wants to believe that, not even me. But it just makes sense to me..

Anyway, even though I don't judge people who believe in that stuff, I do have quite a few issues with religion. Things like the rules, the stuff written in the bible, people preaching to me and trying to force their beliefs onto others, and the way some people use religion as an excuse to be an asshole.

Here's what I think. Even if I did believe in a god, I'd still think this way. What kind of 'god' would punish those who love? What kind of being would look at irrelevant, petty things like gender and orientation and curse them with the same eternal suffering that those who kill the innocent are given? The bible says it’s a sin, does it? The bible also says lying is a sin. That being envious of the things other people have is a sin. Premarital sex. Being lazy. Swearing. Drinking. Tattooing. Smoking. How many of these things have you done? Just look at this. It goes on for ages. You're pretty much not allowed to do anything without it being considered a 'sin'.

So yeah, we’re all fucked, aren’t we? It’s all pointless mortal engagements that mean absolutely nothing in the midst of this endless universe we exist in. Please do not preach to me. I am not degrading those that follow the word of the bible. Anyone who chooses to live a moral life is fine by me. But I will not sit here and believe that your 'God' actually takes into consideration something like who we love when determining the purity of the soul. Homosexuality is not wrong. Sexuality is about as integral as what my favorite color is. There are much darker things you can do to your soul than fall in love with a member the same gender as you. It simply doesn’t matter.